June 16, 2002
Sunspots

I have been made to be curious by a house which stands, swaying in my memory, perchance intentionally forgotten. Once, upon asking you what to do with the sodden-down imagery, you answered:
Fill the house up.
With only about two hundred people, there isn't a whole lot else allowed except to fill up a house.

Once, I came home and found myself suffering from horselessness. Once summer kicks in, it's a scapegoat for everything: both good and bad. If a window sweats, it's because of the summer. We're all giving up synthetic fabrics: it's summertime. I blamed the horselessness on the summer. They must have figured something out--a hole in a gate, a life outside the perimeter I draw with the outstretchedness of my own arms. Why, when I came home, was the radio cold and the telephone warm? Every body, every hand of the two hundred that had filled the house, had busied itself with earring-up on the phone, summoning some lonely blue summertime conversation.
I asked you, again. You said:
Drain the place out.
Every time you and I realized we'd reached coupledom, we laughed about it, crying over jokes of meeting in the middle. After filling, and draining, I'd met you there, then stepped back.

Posted by mandee at June 16, 2002 06:45 PM
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