I feel ill. Why do I get so hung up over a guy who I'm not even sure is interested in me? This is horrible. I'm looking around for jobs too cause I'm so afraid that if I say that I'm interested in him, he'll shoot me down saying it's cause he's my boss. What I need is a situation when liquor is involved. Work on my seductress routine a bit. You know, for awhile now I've been worried, thinking something must be wrong with me cause I just couldn't get excited about any guys, like, really excited. I'd be like, yeah, he's cute, I'd date him. But there wasn't any sense of urgency. Now I've got urgency coming out the ass (though not literally) and I realize that being blase was not such a bad thing to be. Blase was good. I could function. Sort of. Maybe something will happen tomorrow. Cause I'm not sure how much longer this can last without giving myself a spastic colon.
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