Yesterday we talked on the phone for a couple hours. Tonight we talked on the phone for a couple of hours. But he dosen't want us to get together again because he apparently can't control himself. According to him. I personally thought he was holding back, but whatever. So yeah. But I'm also realizing that I need to take charge of other parts of my life and not expect him to make everything better. And I kind of want to look around for another guy so I can walk out of this on my own terms and not let him pull the plug. It may be mean, but with his relationship history I think he could use a good kick in the pants to make him grow up. I say this, and yet I'm totally smitten with the guy. I'm making him a mix cd as we speak. And we all know that that means love. Sorry I don't have anything more fabulous to report, I'll attempt to do lewd things to share with my public for next time.
Posted by minka at April 29, 2004 12:34 AM