i am feeling all in a tizzy. i love my job in the library even though it's not as exciting as when i worked in the rare books room. but today i had to go home sick because... well it's a long story but i should be in bed and i feel awful. not as awful as christiaan felt yesterday after drinking all that whiskey the night before though. i, too, drank the whiskey, mixed with ginger beer. but i listened to freakwater which eases the mind. or unsettles it.

the sinister mailing list is picking up again by some strange miracle... i think it is spurred by liz's death, because slowly the reports from her funeral came in and now people are just posting regular posts. it is all bittersweet and lovely.

today kimmy sent me a link to a girl's journal entry where she blasts her ex-bf, and let's just say that this ex-bf is not unknown to me. let us in fact say that we dated. scary! i suppose there are always two sides to every story but... gosh it really takes a long time to know someone, doesn't it? and you know what? people are weird.

i'm going to nap now.

xo.