i worked for 12 hours! all for free in exchange for dinner and BOOZE

Oh my god, when did I learn to drink beer?????? Uh oh, I can get drunk on wine and beer now, that's bad NO WAIT it means I can get fucked up next sunday hello!

I am so excited that the people who were very influential when I were 20 are now think I'M cool. I get hugs and '"whoa what a great mix cd" and "what did your friends say about yarn shops in London??". You know, I am rather good at befriending people, and yet I AM TEH SUCK at bedding people (well, sort of)

I ate a stale Kit Kat today. Whoa, don't do that. I am convinced that that led to my belly woes later in the day.

AND omgwtf how did I end up fancying about, like half a dozen married/ non single boys???? Why is it the people who approach me and my only sources of a an enjoyable conversation are 40 something year old married men ? (And really there are no you know what issues there, NO REALLY!!!!) Ok granted some of them are merely, awe so sweet or giggle how cute while some are of the 'ooo i'd hit it' variety. It was only tonight when I actually thought about it and COUNTED that I realised my problem.

Although I do have an I'd hit crush who has been exhibiting a tendency to use fag in an unreconstructed unironic way. Like, what?

also: tonight I got involvedin a conversation about concerts one has been to over the years, and everyone liked/saw metal bands!!! I am so lost!!! Ha ha my first band was either Velocity Girl or Mary Lou Lord, oh no, I am indie oh no. Last night I was at Maxwell's and that was probably there first time I had been there in, uh, well the last time I went we couldn't get the booze. (Hey they didn't care me last night. Aw crap, Am I loooking older than 21 now? SOB)

Oh my god I am drunk on wine and iTunes

Posted by rosemary at March 13, 2004 02:11 AM