oh no! interesting scheme falling through!

but: other things turning out ok.

i am reading faye kellerman mystery a day, it seems. some of it icks me out. the most cringeworthy moment was when a character used "google" as a verb. the sex freaks me out, too. i think i just like to read depictions of bad sex. i think SLIDALINY is possibly rubbing off, as i having been making people laugh unintentionally.

my new job is ok. much less money and hours but ugg it is worth it, i think