Confidential to sazzer: uh oh the you know whatsit escapist fantasies are coming back. And spurred on by a chance rereading of a museum catalog (which was spurred on by... Rhoda??!!)

aw fuck it, I think I will do something stupid in the near future. I am just feeling oddly cranky that I just might. Actually I can think of lots of dumb things to do

I hope my fun fur plan isn't one of them