oh so cranky, mainly at myself for having let myself been treated with such disrespect the past year

i skimmed a book about women with dead dads, and once again, hey! we're fucked up! i really think it is one of the elephants in the room in my life. i had to skim the book 'cause GUH there was a space hog in the section i wanted to browse at the strand. men in their 40s or so OOOO MOVE ALREADY. there was one of them in kim's, too. HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE TO LOOK AT A FUCKING CD.

i spent all my money on yarn 50-60% off WHEEEEE. i hope 876 yards is enough to make a tank top. will the rest be SCARVES? eep.

and then i buy all this yarn and start thinking, i wish i had needles to play around on! i should just bring some with me next time. i really needed it to calm me down.