oh so cranky, mainly at myself for having let myself been treated with such disrespect the past year

i skimmed a book about women with dead dads, and once again, hey! we're fucked up! i really think it is one of the elephants in the room in my life. i had to skim the book 'cause GUH there was a space hog in the section i wanted to browse at the strand. men in their 40s or so OOOO MOVE ALREADY. there was one of them in kim's, too. HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE TO LOOK AT A FUCKING CD.

i spent all my money on yarn 50-60% off WHEEEEE. i hope 876 yards is enough to make a tank top. will the rest be SCARVES? eep.

and then i buy all this yarn and start thinking, i wish i had needles to play around on! i should just bring some with me next time. i really needed it to calm me down.

oh no! lunch at the mall and dinner at the county fair! i am screwed!

you know, there's nothing like answering the doorbell, and finding YOUR CRUSH there!!! and now, with added banter!

that said, i don't quite know how to do the junior high thing of getting your friend to set you up with someone BECAUSE I AM THIRTEEN OK??

I don't want to have to deal with customers saying it's not fair that sale is over, and now they will only get 65% off instead of 82.5%!

The past few days have made me so sad and ill.

july you are sucking! when i was saying to myself, ugh one of the worst weeks ever, i thought i was being melodramatic, but you know, adding up, it ain't too hot

1) the obvious
2) work, which is what brought on my cranky attitude (fuckwit customers, management issues, 90 degrees with no A/C, 50% off sale w/ no stock, holiday weekend blah blah blah)
3) two awesome stores closing. ok one is probably more awesome than the other, and they both stil have online presence, but still. you know all the clothing stores i wanted to go to at the work mall have closed now that i can fucking fit into the clothes, damn!

but i am at the weight i was in august 2001! yay i am awesome! i am going to rder the degrassi shirt to celebrate. i am looking at a picture of me on the actual degrassi street 35 or so pounds heavier OH MY.

OMG OMG PLEASE GOD I NEED NEW JOB SOON PLZ SOON THX

I'm going to watch fit guys beat the bejesus out of each other, maybe make out, and swear lots. I feel better already thanks dvds!!!